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the not-so-secret notes

28 October 2012

So, it been a long while since I’ve written here to you but it hasn’t been so long since I wrote a note to you in the collection I’m looking forward to giving you one day :).  This is really me just procrastinating lol.  I’m finishing off an assignment and it’s taking longer than it should… anyhow, I just wanted to let you know I’m heading overseas in about a month’s time!  I don’t know what the trip will hold but there’s a sneaky hope that I’ll meet you there ;).  No, it’s really just wishful thinking haha.  I don’t want to jump the gun or break any hearts (including my own) so let’s keep it all light and friendly shall we?  OK, this seriously getting off topic – anyhow love you and looking forward to meeting you soon ^^.

♥ Ames

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24 September 2012

I’d really like for us to have the blessings of my parents before we pursue a relationship together… perhaps that’s old fashion and countercultural but I think it is Biblical and beautiful when the joy of a newfound appreciation for the other person can be shared with one’s parents.  So, if it’s not too much to ask, please have a chat to my Dad before you take me out on a date :P.

♥ Ames

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17 July 2012

I’m starting to get a clearer picture of what you will look like.  Not physically but spiritually.  I used to think a born-again Christian would be enough but I think I need to add born-again, filled by the Holy Spirit Christian.  Life is making more sense lately.  I know what my role is, I know where I’m headed and I know that God is using me to fulfil his purposes at uni, church and this nation.  Looking forward to the day we can do life together :).

♥ Ames

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12 June 2012

I’m hanging out for the day when the guy who stole your kisses won’t feature in my thoughts on a regular basis anymore.  Surely, that will happen when you turn up right?  It’s annoying when he resurfaces in my mind because there’s no reason for it… deleting contacts and photos doesn’t really solve the problem, does it?  I keep my distance for a reason and the reason is you :).

Can’t wait to do life with you xo

♥ Ames

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9 June 2012

This is what my friend Aury said of the guy she is dating at the moment: “It has little to do with the man himself but mostly to do with how being around each other has sling-shot’d us both closer to Christ.”

Can’t wait to say that of you one day :).

♥ Ames

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1 June 2012

You would think that in my final year of uni I would have got the whole studying thing down pat.  But you know what, love?  I’m still struggling.  I’m still struggling to find the focus and concentration to do what I know to do.  It shouldn’t be this hard… is it because I’m still trying to do it out of my own ability?  I know I can’t do any of it without Christ’s strength and I’ve invited him in to help… but I still struggling.  It’s a mental battle and I need prayer.

♥ Ames

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25 May 2012

Hi, love.  It’s me again :).  I’ve just read through the First/Last Notes and it’s amazing. The anger, pain and hurt that drove some of those notes have truly disappeared.  God’s amazing :).  I read a verse the other day that I think perfectly describes one of the lessons that marks this season of my life:

Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead. – Philippians 3:13b

God has been so good to me.  I can see how much growth has happened in the last few years and I’m so grateful for all that He has taught me and shown me through the process of forgiving and loving like Christ.

I still pray for you at some point each day and really look forward to the day that the Lord will reveal your identity to me :).

Much love always and forever, Ames.

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