Recently, a friend was praying for me and she said something like, “I find it so hard to believe that she is still single!”
I’m sure she meant nothing more than for it to be an expression of exasperation in the prayer, but the line did stay with me.
So I asked God, “So really, why is it I am still single?”
And then the reply that came back was: “There are still things that I need to work in you, out of you and through you.”
The verse that came to mind was:
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” (Romans 8:28)
I know that there is a purpose for this singleness season… here are just a few things I’ve discovered lately:
So, what is it that He has got to work in me?
I think that one of the things he has been working in me is to develop a greater sense of what each of us is meant to do on this earth.. that is, to display God’s glory in all that we do. It’s no longer about what I want, but what does He want out of my life? What does He call me to do? I feel a growing desire to die to self daily in order that Christ may live and display His love and grace in my life.
What has He got to work out of me?
By the grace of God, I’ve come to understand myself a lot better this year and recognise that I have many flaws lol. I still have a lot of the ‘fear of man’ in me which often leaves me paralysed in situations where I know I should speak up against blasphemy or injustice. He still needs to help me overcome feelings of being rejected by society because of the fact that we have a family member who has autism. So much growth and lessons to be learnt effectively apart from another individual.
What has He got to work through me?
One of the revelations I had the other day is that, “You know what? As a single person, I’m a highly valuable asset to the Church!” I really liked this article because it highlights a sad oversight in most churches and that is in the area of encouraging those of us that are still single. And I don’t mean encouraging them to go out there and find themselves a good Christian guy/girl to marry! But rather that: you are not at a disadvantage at being single – that this is actually such a valuable opportunity for you to be completely and utterly devoted to Christ alone! That you don’t have to wait until you are married or partnered up to reach your potential as a person or a follower of Christ!
I remember a conversation I had with a friend recently about how to set boundaries when it came to interacting with someone of the opposite sex. I lamented that it would be so much easier if I was already in a relationship because then it’s like a safe guide or something. But my friend told me that it doesn’t necessarily make things easier. You’d still have to battle through the same temptations and keep yourself accountable. I believe her words were something along the lines of: “Just because both parties are in a committed relationship doesn’t mean that you are free from impure thoughts or actions!” That is true.
I think this is a life message of sorts: You can be single and brilliant! It’s a message I think that needs to be heard and lived out… more to be said on the topic but these are just some of the reasons why I believe God has me single right now – and I’m going to embrace this season for all it’s worth!
P.S. This is not a put down of marriage – I still want to get married one day! – this is just a start to regaining an appreciation for the season of singleness!